Thought of Love (Contemporary poetry)


Written by Kang-Seok Cha, Nov 05 2024
Translated by SOOYOUNG KIM

Sky is full of dark clouds
A white and the whitest butterfly flies into the sky
The dark cloud hugs the white butterfly

The cloud starts to fall water drops finally
Soon, it will pour

Even if the butterfly gets wet
It's flying with all its strength deep and deep to the dark cloud
like it seemingly gives all its body fluids
  사랑론
  11/5, 2024, 차강석

먹구름으로 가득한 하늘
하얗디하얀 나비가 구름 속으로
안기듯 날아가고 있다

급기야, 먹구름에서는
물방울이 떨어지기 시작했고
굵어지고 세차질 것이다
 
나비는 솜처럼 젖어가도
체액까지 줄 듯 먹구름을 향해
안간힘으로 날아가고 있다

Proof of existence (contemporatory poetry)

written by Cha, Kang Seok, Oct21 2024
translated and Edited by Grace Moon

I do not know anything
I do not see anything

A light like a thread
I see it about 10 meters away

through the gap
the letters came in like jewels

I absorbed the letters
The letters also melted me

I prove my existence
with the letters I wrote.

존재 증명
10/21, 2024, 차강석

아무것도 모르겠다
어느 것도 보이지 않는다

실 같은 빛이
10여 미터 앞에서 보인다

그 틈으로
보석처럼 글자들이 들어왔다

나는 글자들을 흡수했고
글자들도 나를 녹여냈다

글자들을 흡수한 나는
글자들로 존재증명을 하고 있다

 작가 차강석 | Author Cha, Kang Seok

차 강석 | Cha, Kang Seok

백일무렵 뇌성마비
중입 검정고시 합격, 1998년, 5월
고입 검저고시 합격, 1998년, 8월
대입 검정고시 합격, 1999년, 8월
경희 사이버대학 미디어 문예창작과, NGO학과 복수전공 졸업, 2005년, 2월
제20회 대한민국 장애인 문학상 (시 부분) 최우수상 수상, 2010년
한국방송통신대 국어국문과 졸업, 2013년, 2월
보안대체의학소통 (Augmentative and Alternative Communication)을 활용한 언어 뇌병변 장애인 인권 강사과정 수료 및 교육상담사 자격 2급 취득, 2015년 11월
세계사이버대학, 사회복지과 졸업, 2017년 2월
사회복지사자격 2급 취득 , 2017년 4월
직장 내 장애인 인식개선 강사 자격 취득, 2018년 11월
가천대 특수치료대학원 언어치료학과 졸업, 2024년 8월
Cha, Kang Seok | 차 강석 

▫️ Diagnosed with cerebral palsy at 100 days old
▫️ May 1998: Passed the Middle School Equivalency Examination
▫️ August 1998: Passed the High School Equivalency Examination
▫️ August 1999: Passed the College Entrance Qualification Examination
▫️ February 2005: Graduated with a Bachelor’s degree in Media Creative Writing and NGO Studies, Kyung Hee Cyber University
▫️ 2010: Grand Prize, Poetry Category, 20th Korea Disabled Literature Award
▫️ February 2013: Graduated with a Bachelor’s degree in Korean Language and Literature, Korea National Open University
▫️ November 2015: Completed training in Augmentative and Alternative Communication (AAC) for individuals with language impairments due to brain injury; Certified Counselor (Level 2)
▫️ April 2017: Graduated with a Bachelor’s degree in Social Welfare and certified as a Social Worker (Level 2), World Cyber University
▫️ November 2018: Certified Instructor for Workplace Disability Awareness Improvement
▫️ August 2024: Graduated with a Master’s degree in Speech-Language Pathology, Graduate School of Occupational Therapy, Gachon University

Women Scientist and leadership

10 years ago from now in 2014, I worked as one of KWiSE (Korean-American Women in Science and Engineering)-NIH (National Institute of Health) symposium committee members. Now, I’m at San Diego. I am serving the San Diego chapter, KWiSE as a vice president. I thought that I’m all the time young, but I’m getting old. This year, President Kang and all other organization members were great. They, all members, and speakers made our annual meeting so great.
Here SanDiego has lots of blue — sea and sky — and here is a beautiful place, maybe near heaven.


I hope to introduce one of mentoring books titled “Making Real Connections”. The book fits with all levels of working women, starting, middle, and even leadership. The book is one of series -Harvard business review, and has quite bunch of advices based on research.

Autumn rain (contemporary poetry)

Written by Cha, Kang Seok, English-Translated and Edited by Grace Moon

Autumn rain falls harshly
Harsher than August’s scorching sun
My mom is in this autumn rain

A warm place in my mother’s memory
where she lived for over 50 years
Yeonhui-dong, Seodaemun-gu has disappeared

The happy memories before marriage
Gimje, wonpyeong remain, but
only the memory of newborn baby might remain last in her

After this rain falls
there is a forecast of a severe winter
colder then any other winter

가을비, Sep 29, 2024, 차강석 씀

가을비가 가혹하게 내린다
8월의 땡볕보다 더 가혹하다
어머니는 이 가을비를 맞고 계신다

어머니의 기억에서
50여 년을 오손도손 사신
서대문구 연희동이 사라졌다

그리고 결혼 전의 기억인
행복한 김제 원평이 남았지만
마지막인 갓난아기만 남을지도 모른다

이 비가 오고 나면
그 어떤 겨울보다 추운
혹독한 겨울이 온다는 예보가 있었다

Published a book of poetry, returning to origins

Last summer, I had English class at MiraCosta. The lecture/class was led by Professor Donna Fazio DiBenedetto.

The class started with a few quotes. One of them was:

“The scariest moment is always just before you start. After that, things can only get better.” ~ Stephen King

“I do believe writing is thinking. Sometimes we can’t untangle what’s happening in our brains, but we get our pen moving and all of a sudden, as we write, we figure it out.” —Elizabeth AcevedoLinks to an external site.

One of the main books that we should read was “Siddahartha by Herman Hesse”.

While taking classes, I looked back myself, turned to my past, and started looking through old poems that I wrote quite long ago, and finally, I decided to share them with others.

In Korea, I published a book titled 원점 at a small independent bookstore, INDIEPUB.

In the USA, I published it as an ebook and a paper book, titled Returning to Origins at Amazon

Special Issue Guest Editer, Life, MDPI

I have served as a guest editor at Life (ISSN 2075-1729) since my workplace shut down and I lost my job. My workplace, USA Research and Development Center of Neurophth Therapeutics Inc., had decided to close our team when they started aggressively the clinical trial and just before obtaining the Series-C investment. I believe that our early development team actively studied and supported the company’s Business portfolio until our center closed. We, our team built up one center, and we observed as well their closing. Building something up took more time than shutting it down. The closing was quite quicker than I expected.

I met MDPI when I published a review paper, Twenty Years of Anti-Vascular Endothelial Growh Factor Therapeutics in Neovascular Age-Related Macular Degeneration Treatment at the journal of International Journal of Molecular Sciences. I started studying age-related macular degeneration in 2011, when I examined the retina of an aryl hydrocarbon receptor (AhR) knockout. Maybe any molecules in our body will have two sides of the balance– good and bad. Even vitamins and minerals are toxic when they are deficient and plenty. Especially, AhR was very interesting because it is one of important molecules for the balance of the immune system. I studied immunology for my master’s, because I thought that all diseases including brain and retina, had no exception from the immune system, after working as a BS research associate at the section of Neurodegenerative diseases, Korea National Institutes of Health, During mater degree program, I especially studied about NKT and non-classical major histocompatibility complex (MHC) molecule in the autoimmune diseases using molecular genetic engineering, animal and cell experiments. After that, I studied several adhesion molecules during brain development during my Ph.D program. My first publication of the first author was spatiotemporal expression patterns of non-clusteted protocadherin family members in the developing rat brain. I studied brain anatomy as well as brain primary neuronal culture with this project. When I came into the USA, I started basic research and translational studies using cells, engineered chemicals, nano-packed small molecules, peptides, antibodies, exosomes, and adeno-associated viruses in retina degenerating animal moldels. Sometimes, I developed new animal models and new analysis methods to test the candidate drugs. Some of them have been published. Many of them have not be published because some did not exhibit good enough efficiency, and some did show too good efficiency to be published ^.^. Actually, good efficiency is a really small piece and small step for the development in the view of company. Sometimes candidate drugs had enough good efficiency but the manufacturing was a hurdle, and some expected fancy drugs had toxicity, killing disease model animals. Synthetic nucleotide engineering was facinating to me, because somehow synthetic nucleotide engineering easily generates antibodies, antibody fragments, AAVs, fusion proteins, and any proteins, and nucleotide sequences could be all changed, and optimized to increase the yields of the proteins and still reduce the immune activation, which nobody knows the detailed profiles before testing them. Research and Development is a really initial step for drug development, but the tiny, tiny things of the early stage development could cause dramatic misfortune and a tragedy in patients’ safety.

To me, taking a role as a guest editor is an honor, and a chance to continue reading and following the field and learn a little other countries — China, Europe, and Eastern Asia, as well as Korea, where I was born, and the USA, where I’m. All the research situations were not the same, really based on the grant money, medical insurance, and the community acceptance based on different countries. While serving Life special edition as a guest editor, what I have learned so far is that we science communities should encourage us to share what we are studying in different countries, giving chances to collaborate and know and understand each other’s scientific environment and situation, and further science should give benefit, fun, hope, and new knowledge to the public.

One thing I have worried in the current science communities is…..

We, even our kids, like Youtube channels, and they check the number of their followers. This kind of behavior could be harmful to the basic scientific world. We scientists pursue grant trends, and check journal impact factors for their survival, but we scientists should remember their own questions, purpose, and fun. We adults, the senior old generation, should allow and help our young generation to pursue their own scientific questions and have trials and errors in our educational system, not only increasing publication records. I worry about our severely competitive academic world where the young generation has no chance for them to pursue their own questions, and not allow enough failure and early lost academic fun in pursuing their own questions.

In the end, I believe, that journals could or should help our science communities to make meaningful research, and promote sharing.

I accepted my role of a guest editor, Life, when I read the Aim and Scope of Life. At least I felt that Life is trying to serve a broad science and public communities, and communities’ questions, and scientific funs. However, I wondered why they decided on a similar journal name to elife: T.T.

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If you want to vist the special issue of Retinal Diseases: From Molecular Mechanisms to Therapeutics, click here.

Thank you for reading!!

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